The idea of being in a romantic relationship is astonishing, exciting, and anticipated. But the idea is also frightening and a bit nauseating.
No. I'm not in a relationship triangle. Nor is there a suitor trying to pursue me.
BUT, I have been re-inspired to believe in the beauty of true Romance, the stuff epics are made of. With the resurgence of this idea of romance, it naturally causes me to face my fears, inadequacies, and 'diminishing' commitment issues.
How could you want something so badly and still be so afraid of it? Yeah, I guess it's complicated.